today, being dated 27 December 2010 which is on Monday dat came after a weekend of christmas celebration.. Mr BF had enjoyed his 2 full off days BUT sadly, i'm suffering on having to werk midnite shift!

well, dats not the point.. the point is, my weekend was well spent with my funny n crazy boifren n I loved every second of it. i was riden to and fro from werk the whole weekend except for dis one nite wen it rains like cats n dogs! I was fetched every morning as early as 7am. AND on dat very saturday morning, we actually had breakfast at JOHORE BAHRU for god's sake juz becoz we do not noe where else is nice to have our meal.. da free sgt mcm ni la.. in the evening, had my favorite steamed chicken rice dat will last me for my next nite shift..
so, the next morning wen he fetch me again, we had swensens and believe me its actuali my first time having b'fast there and the food is SUPER nice and we feel so being looked after by the service crew.. feeling2 org kaya! hahaha! n on dat evening, i had fried fish with spagetti which is yummilicious!!
si syarulnizam ni memang la asik sumbat aku makan jek!! hehehehe tk baik tk bersyukor.. sori2.. saje jek

effective of now, i'm serving my last nite shift den i get to enjoy my off day, morning shift the day after and THE WHOLE DAY on wed!!! ade class!!! tanak!! malas!! HELP!!!!!!

3 more days to the shooting of the fireworks, I'm gonna party like I mean it!!! Love u ALL!!

the more i look at it, the more my heart breaks.. its quite hurting even though there is nothing got to do wit my life.. why???

why am i feeling such things dat shouldnt supposed to come across to my mind..

some people are so cruel!!

i'm feeling mushy2 tonight but i dont care if u think u dun wana read it den nobody's forcing u ya!

dia mcm puisi versi english..... here goes,


i used to hate u more than i hate my enemy, i didnt even want to dream that i will be wit u one day.. but now, years later, i began to believe the phrase 'u will eventuali love someone u hate'..
we had a very2 bad start, those who discriminated and opposed our relationship.. ur stubbornness have gave me the strength to go thru it together wit u..

til now, u had never failed to show me where i stand in ur heart.. u filled my life wit happiness.. u always afraid that i might leave u but pls trust me, in the name of Allah, u are the person i want to spend wit til my last breath.. i am the one who was made from one of ur rib.

i hope, wit the blessings from our parents, our relationship will keep on blooming.. i will be ur bestfren, ur girlfren, ur wife, the mother of ur future children and i wan my kids to look as handsome as u and as swit as me..

Dear Syarulnizam bin Hashim,

I care for u and i will be loving u always..

ur baby love,
Huraizah

i'm tired..

dats all i can explain what i'm feeling rite now.. from mon til sun, day and night, wat has been occupying my time was studying, werk and projects.. not even 'o'level preparation get dis amount of stress!! i even do my projects while spending time wit my boifren and dis lappy has been following me everywhere i go..

k i had enuf! i'm craving for some entertainment and dis coming sunday on my DND, i' gonna give it all!! not pole dancing ok!! pikir bukan2!

bosan ar!

4 hours spent with him is good enuf after a week of not being with each other... i miz him still.

will hug u again tomoro.. iza love u k baby izam..

time check, 0430am!

here i am, infront of my beloved lappy, a table full of notes and a can of redbull.. how complete!! should i cry or laugh?? neither!! coz i am EMOTIONLESS!! trainer aku da takde belas kasihan kat anak2 murid nyer!! ade ke patot?????