Mlm ini adala mlm yg pertama kiter umat islam akan bangun sebelom suboh untok bersahur..
Insyaallah, puase tahun ini akan di laksana kan dgn sempurna..
terasa debaran di bulan yg suci ini. Syaitan2 akan di kunci dan terpulang la pada diri kiter untok mengikot rase nafsu yg tk baik atau sebalik nyer..
hhmmmmm.. the awkward feeling typing dis post.. MELAYU KU HANCUSSSS!!
Anyway, I will do my very best to do good deeds for this holy month.. banyak buat baik dan kumpul sebanyak pahale yg boleh..
I've not been smoking now, but the urge is der... gonna try to quit permanently. thks dear fiance for the support u had given me all these years... Being wit u, I'm becoming a better person with a better thinking.. Set aside all ur nonsense craking stupid jokes, u are my role model and I admire U for dat.
To all muslims in the world, selamat menjalani ibadah puasa. Semoga kiter dpt melaksana kan nyer dgn sempurna agar kiter lebih disayangNya. Insyaallah...
Sunday, July 31, 2011
Thursday, July 28, 2011
Let me juz get dis piece of mind real straight..... which I'm gonna detailed it out real soon coz my mood is completely GONE!!
wat I wanna do is to get over dis fucking diploma course soon, instead of serving dis bloody company 1 year bond, I'm gonna pay dis fucking company some shit for me to get out of here!!
I'm getting embarrased of being an employee of this company and I am so not proud of being one! Dats y u have problems in employing new staff and easily receiving resignation letters!!
those who happen to read my blog, if u wanna get a life full of hell, come and join THE SCARLET HOTEL!!
satisfaction guaranteed u wil not last even a month!
Thank you!
wat I wanna do is to get over dis fucking diploma course soon, instead of serving dis bloody company 1 year bond, I'm gonna pay dis fucking company some shit for me to get out of here!!
I'm getting embarrased of being an employee of this company and I am so not proud of being one! Dats y u have problems in employing new staff and easily receiving resignation letters!!
those who happen to read my blog, if u wanna get a life full of hell, come and join THE SCARLET HOTEL!!
satisfaction guaranteed u wil not last even a month!
Thank you!
Monday, July 25, 2011
Been engaged twice in my life and there is TWO different feelings and thoughts between those relationships.
The FIRST one- Quarrelled ALOT! mostly about our differences in thinking, about not happy with someone in the family, money, jealousy, flirting and pressured with the fact I have to hide my anger n sadness in my smile.
Secondly, the thought about breaking up the relationship occurred a few times even before the engagement.
Thirdly, he was financially unstable and nothing was saved.
Lastly, the thought of how his life would be without me
The SECOND one- Rarely quarrelled, mostly about me being stubborn, rude towards him or anybody. But most of the time my life was filled with laughter.
Secondly, never thought of breaking up. instead his advice was to work things out. he was a good advisor which really shoot u in a spot and made alot of sense, he had the husband material by the way he disciplined his niece n nephews.
Thirdly, he was particular on how we spend our money and he was disciplined with his savings and savings for the future.
Lastly, the though of how my life would be without him.
Analyse and review....
The FIRST one- Quarrelled ALOT! mostly about our differences in thinking, about not happy with someone in the family, money, jealousy, flirting and pressured with the fact I have to hide my anger n sadness in my smile.
Secondly, the thought about breaking up the relationship occurred a few times even before the engagement.
Thirdly, he was financially unstable and nothing was saved.
Lastly, the thought of how his life would be without me
The SECOND one- Rarely quarrelled, mostly about me being stubborn, rude towards him or anybody. But most of the time my life was filled with laughter.
Secondly, never thought of breaking up. instead his advice was to work things out. he was a good advisor which really shoot u in a spot and made alot of sense, he had the husband material by the way he disciplined his niece n nephews.
Thirdly, he was particular on how we spend our money and he was disciplined with his savings and savings for the future.
Lastly, the though of how my life would be without him.
Analyse and review....
Sunday, July 17, 2011
16th months to the big day...
Baby's 2nd week werking at a 12 hours a day, 6 times a week job. He is getting used to it somehow. Maybe after a few mths werking, growing money in the bank wil at least give him more motivation in his job. Maklum la abg ade gaji jejak 2 ribu lebih, sape yg tk rase berharta kn.
I have one more module to go before doing some remodules of 4 more after dis.
No preparations done yet. Fasting mth is coming n i dont even have enuf to buy a raya outfit but, mr fiance wil be sponsering me dis yr.
Well, counting down to 16 mths from now n the pressure is 5 steps away.
I have one more module to go before doing some remodules of 4 more after dis.
No preparations done yet. Fasting mth is coming n i dont even have enuf to buy a raya outfit but, mr fiance wil be sponsering me dis yr.
Well, counting down to 16 mths from now n the pressure is 5 steps away.
Sunday, July 3, 2011
My engagement
The ceremony have ended today smoothly. Im official engaged to my only love, syarulnizam. Honestly we had a very difficult n hardship to make dis thing happen coz its our 1st time organising n arranging everything by ourself. We planned for a small one but at the very last became so the meriah n mum have to cook 2 big pots of dishes! Kuddos to my beloved family n my future in laws.
N for the 1st time, im wearing a love ring which is the most beautiful i ever had. N surprisingly, most of his gifts are almost similar to mine. Looks like we really had a chemistry n think alike!
After dat, courtesy from irah n put, we went for a photoshoot at an old train tracks. So nostalgic n irah nid to edit those pics before displaying it to us. I am SO gonna print n put it in an album!
Such a memoriable celebration n like izam said, it beats all the bday bash he had.
I am so in love wit my fiance, Syarulnizam.
N for the 1st time, im wearing a love ring which is the most beautiful i ever had. N surprisingly, most of his gifts are almost similar to mine. Looks like we really had a chemistry n think alike!
After dat, courtesy from irah n put, we went for a photoshoot at an old train tracks. So nostalgic n irah nid to edit those pics before displaying it to us. I am SO gonna print n put it in an album!
Such a memoriable celebration n like izam said, it beats all the bday bash he had.
I am so in love wit my fiance, Syarulnizam.
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