My baby is buying me a new RS helmet!!! wooot woooooot!!!

new helmet, new design bebeh!!

i've wanting to post something dat i wanted to say in facebook but it is too exposed. either way, blogging has exposure too but not everybody read my blog right..

THERE IS A DIFFERENCE BETWEEN TRAINING AND TELLING PEOPLE WHAT TO DO!

Huge difference and I've just witnessed recently.. cant blame anyone coz even a trainer was not trained sometimes.. despite having the most higher position or whatsoever, if u are not properly trained, those people who are trained under you will be having a hard time understanding what they were taught so u cant blame those who are under these 'untrained' trainers for being a slow learner. dats my point, get it?!

and since they are untrained, can they be a good leader?? i guess not!

i still cant find my pencil case with stationaries and i need to attend my class tomoro!!! no mood seh! gotta buy a new set oredi liao!!

on top of dat, i wan to eat pizza damnit!!!

this morning, i was late..

i kept hearing shikin's boring alarm which is super irritating. thanks to dat, my hand reached out to my phone and the time is 0618am..

i was recalling what i did before i sleep and what shift am i working today and why am i waking up at at 0618am.. so apparently i took 5 mins thinking when suddenly i realised I WAS WORKING MORNING SHIFT FOR GOD SAKE!!!

again, i was thinking... should i juz call to come at 8am?? no no no! dat means i have to stay til 4pm and i have a BFF date.. so up i go getting ready and the only choice of transportation that i can think of is CAB! *seems like there is no point having a family member wit license coz its not making any difference. u late, means cab* u cant pick ur family.

and for that lateness, i have to skip buying $1.20 sandwich for breakfast but to head down to 7eleven and buy a soggy sandwich which is price of a meal of steaming chicken rice.. ppfftt!

my dear allowed me to mit my bestfren so hopefully she wont bubble dis time coz the next time if she's gonna ask me out it will be in the next few months..

BY THE WAY, i had 2 weeks break from school to finish up my assignment when i realised i lost my pencil case!! and my next class is in 5 days time.. first, wallet now pencil case missing out of no where.. THANK YOU GOD!!!

you are the reason why i laugh til tears flow out of my eyes .. coz your sense of humor was HARDCORE!!

i keep asking ur mom wat did she do when ur in her tummy but i guess its already in ur blood, making people happy (but sometimes i can be very very very angry wit u).. we laughs in public, dun care wat other people say.. you are my best buddy, my best boyfren, my best companion.. i'm soooo looking forward to spend the rest of my life wit u.. i can see myself growing old wit u, laughing, wacking each other wit our walking stick.. from the bottom of my heart, you have made our relationship a beautiful, enjoyable and a fun one.. AND, it keeps coming and coming..

quick update before i fall into dreamland..

my switheart still not recovered (poor baby).. i woke up as early as 8 plus in the morning on my off day(which rarely happened) to send him to clinic.

after more than 1 hour of waiting, dis doctor who thought dat my baby was pretending to be sick being sarcastically saying dat there is nothing wrong with him, nothing wrong with his throat n for god sake, izam did not mention at all abt coughing or sorethroat but flu n headache.. so thinking dat by saying all those things, trying to threatened my boifren by not giving any MC, she was blown off by my angry baby til the doctor apologized and wanted to be frens wit him and intend to start everything all over again.. walaowei dis stupid doctor got nothing to do siak! she wants to play a fool but end up backfired by getting onto the wrong person. padan muka ko!! i dunoe how u get ur diploma or cert to be a doctor if this is the way u treat ur patients! BLOODY FOOL!

today, i've spent my off day providing TLC to my sick bf while finishing half of my assignment. i have 1 more week to go!! menyesal tk siapkan siang2.. kan da mencacar! we end our day by dragging him to watch DUE DATE wit me at JP and the show was damn funny but not to him coz he cant really catch the humor in his condition like dat. i would STRONGLY recommend dat movie to all of u who have a sense of humor in life!

my tummy is aching the whole day. suffering from PMS for the last few days n suspected to leak in a few days time.. goodness!!! i HATE to go through this time of the month!!

ok my vision is bluring and i cant wait to lay my head onto these fluffy pillows.. gotta wake up in 6 hours time for another miserable day. thinking of dying and highlighting my hair tomoro but see how it goes..

oh dear.. my baby izam is sick since yesterday n i feel terrible being not able to look after him wen he need my love n care.. manage to take care of him yesterday but not today coz i'm in the afternoon shift for the next 2 days.. hmmm kesian sayang aku sorang tu, even thou his body is still weak, he stil send me to werk. i juz cant describe how much he sacrificed. there is a few times he was at my werkplace at 7 in the morning juz to fetch me n take me for breakfast wen he suppose to spend his holiday waking up abit later den usual. i'm so grateful to have a boifren like him n i juz cant find any of these things in anybody from my past relationships..

now dat he is sick, he cant make me laugh juz like the way he used to other den my tk betol sister with her crap talks all year round. izam ni kalau da sick, nampak jek fierce but he is so manja one.. slalu nk kene cuddle2, caress2 n sayang2 him.. mesti la org saket kn nak kene extra attention, ape la! i hope he will recover soon coz i cant afford to see him riding here n there with his weak body...

im taking a rest for awhile. i'm 1/3 done with my project. gosh!! penat nyer mate asik kene pandang laptop jek!! kat umah tkleh uat tau.. ni pon biler nk start doing the assignment pon kat keje seh.. maybe coz kat keje ade banyak reference dat i can refer to but i'm grateful dat i finally started on it. wen i went to class last few days, yg ade lom start pon! tk takot ke dorang nanti tk cukop time nk abis?? sedang kan project for 2nd module da kene start inikan pula the 1st one. makin berlambak la nanti.. biler da nak dekat dead line aru tau gabra.. hmmm up to u all la kan, all i noe, i want to pass dis diploma with flying colours..

adduuhhh!! busy betol la sejak dua menjak ni.. keje, skola, project, savings, plan majlis kahwin agi.. leh botak tak rase2 nyer?? ishk jgn seh!!

kalau korang nk tau atau da tau, skrg ni kul 5 pagi hari depavali cum public holiday.. selamat hari deepavali wahai org2 yg berhak menyambot nyer especialy kat bangla2 yg dok2 kat field tepi expressway AYE in one group minom2 air mabok, tk gi serangoon ke korang? takkan dok melepak jek! deepavali tau bukan hari sunday ingat siket!

seronok betol org2 yg tak keje tu sumer lagi2 cik abang kiter tu.. bangon la sayang, amek i alek werk pastu kiter gi breakfast.. plssss... hehehehe tkde la acah jek. kesian org tu teringin nk bangon lambat since hari2 asik kene angon pagi jek.. yelah2 gi tido k.. eh2 aku ni bobal cam dia ade jek.. da start la tu.

hmmm.. bosan la!! cepat la time kul 7!! penat la nk alek tido pai mlm, gi keje agi, alek, tido pastu OFF!!!! leh gi EXPO!! yeah yeah!! Suke nyer dia! k la bye2 kengkawan!

do take note dat his post wasnt meant for anyone but its juz my opinions and views ok? hope whoever reading dis get it into their mind! hehehe sound jek garang but i'm actuali nervous..

i'm juz curious, as a woman, we do have suspicion on our man no matter if he is ur boifren, fiance or even ur husband. biase la lelaki kan TAPI not all guys are the same let me emphasize on dat! let me juz categories it.

guys who are ;
1. attached, very sincere but wudnt want anybody to know especiali the ladies coz dey might not have girl frenz if he was known attached
2. attached, very sincere (pai pompan nk make frens pon tanak) and want everybody to know how loving they are by posting all those mushy mushy stuffs on FB/twitter/Frenster(in the end break up after a few months)
3. attached, stil post mushy stuffs but not too over. relationship lasts til marriage
4. attached, want everbody to know, after awhile relationship continues but status and loving pictures together was not shown or access to public.

No. 1 is the most dangerous to me.. might as well can juz dump these type of guys!

there is a few more which might have slipped my mind but these are the types of man dat i can think of at the moment. so, we all wanted our relationship to last n not to forget also, to have a sincere n truthful boifrens. we cant expect them not to lie to us coz we do dat sometimes rite?

not everybody is perfect, ade manusia selagi dorang ade rupe, selagi tu nk take advantage.. i think these ppl seeking for attention only..

so for those woman who are stuck with category no. 1 and 4, selagi boleh bersabar, tahan jelah since tuhan da tetapkan jodoh kiter ngan sape.. mcm mane nyer playboy pon org2 ni at last kahwin beranak pinak jgk akhirnyer.

before i end my educational talk, here is some tips for u woman out there!

always doll urself up and make urself pretty n hot.. dgn cara ni, dorang rase sayang sgt nak tinggal kan korang.. hehehe

selamat mencuba!

it's been a couple of days now since i've smoke even last night, i didnt manage to finish half of a stick.. i feel good about it coz i'm trying to quit anyway n for the pass days, my bag was free of cigaratte pack.. amcm cakap?? but but but, everything i do, sumer rase tk kene! i'm still addicted to the nicotine but i juz cant suck any smoke thru my throat!! i will have difficulties in breathing at night if i do so.. haiyah!! AND, i keep eating seh!! asik nk mengunyah jek! ni da kes terok ni! tk boleh la ni mcm k. nanti gemok mcm mane? kene control tau. *part ni u can ignore coz i'm talking to myself but u can read it for ur own pleasure*

watever it is, thks to my baby for giving me the fullest support to quit smoking..

its a short post coz as u can see, i have no mood in everything! FUCK MY LIFE!

kalau post kat fml.com pon confem ppl will rate my post ' YOU DESERVE IT'.

tk guna arh korang!