My Love Story...

I juz felt like sharing my story on how I met my darling BF which makes me believe in FATE...

7 years ago...
On my way to club, TUNNEL (gosh I missed that place!!) waiting for the train at the last cabin.. I saw a guy, i juz ignore. boarded the train, all seats are taken, i stood by the door. a few stops later, i went to a seat where an uncle juz gaved up to alight when i noticed, i sitting next to the guy who I saw at the station earlier. again, i juz ignore.
dat night, in the club wit my fren, she wanted to introduce me to a guy. wat a coincidence! it was the guy who sat next to me in the train n who I saw at the station. Being polite, we juz had fun together dat nite.
didnt expect to kept in touch after dat nite coz i didnt even passed him my number, he texted to mit me n gotten to noe he lives juz 3 blocks away. first dating spot, Lakeside park. from dat day, we became couple. few days later, time had been rough. we seldom mit, never go out of town. only met at his place. i dun like his matrep fanatic attitude. he texted me whenever he like. I got fed up, lucky me i didnt love him dat much. decided to breakup a day after my bday. i hated him ever since. hate him so much i dun noe why. juz feel like slapping his face wenever we bumped into each other in the neighbourhood. he wanted to patchup, will wait for me but i rejected completely, vowed to myself even he is the last man standing, we wont be together. i cant love him and never will. wenever i saw him, i would proudly show off my BF in other words, telling him how happy am i wit my BF. god I really hate him more den an enemy!

3 years later..
we met. he wanted me back. i've tried to love him but still, no feeling for him at all. my heart are totally shut to accept him..

2 years later, 2 yrs ago... 6 months to my wedding
me n ex fiance went to bugis. i was walking forward, didnt notice my ex was talking to his fren at the back. i turned, saw him turning away. i got to noe he is my ex's colleague. he didnt noe my ex was my fiance. from dat day, i never bump into him again.

i added him up in facebook (motive is to show off dat i'm getting married and intending to invite him) we chatted, but there is still hatred.. he gave me his number. i texted him and we met at where we started dating.
he has changed. not like himself 5 years ago. he is more matured. overall, he captured my heart out for no reason. his strength to uphold the rltnshp despite being hated, condemn n criticised by my mum had touched my heart. no one ever sacrificed as much as him.. he done it all juz for me.
the first 3 months was the toughest. handling the cancelled wedding and being hated situation gave me the urge to gave up in life. but he held me strong.

now.. 6 months to our 2nd year anniversary..
we are so in love.. blessings from my family had made our love blossoms. i loved him too much. God had given this relationship a 2nd chance and we are together after 7 years of separation. he never fail to make my life so much alive. I thanked God for returning me back wat i've lost. a soulmate n next year, he will not only be my bestfren or a boifren but my husband. the man who i adore n the man who are made to love me til eternity insyallah. the man who was named, Syarulnizam. I'm so blessed by Him.