something dat i reali wanna share dat reali touch my heart.. here goes

its has been alot of arguement going on between me n my baby izam.. juz a tiny one n i dunoe why everytime wen i'm doing my explainations, dia mati kan aku ngan explainations yg aku sendiri tk terjawab.. aku rasa matair aku ni kalau skola tinggi, he will be the number one lawyer in singapore! i cant deny i had a bad history n i cant blame him for all dat doubts dat he had on me.. kadang2 binget siot asik kene tudoh jek..

so one nite, 2 nites back, while we were having mushy2 conversations, i bring up dis topic.

Me: i nk tanyer u, wat if some guy like or have a crush on me, am i at the wrong?

k lepas da tanyer jek soalan tu, ape lagi, jadi la satu pergadohan.. my dearest boifren was always known being straightforward wen he talks n bobal takde alas nyer main lepas jek! lagi2 ngan mulot aku yg suke menyakitkan hati org.. so sometimes wat he said hurt my feelings abit but everything he said do make sense.

Being angry n upset, i juz kept quite n cry myself to slip.. i off my radio n slip far end on the bedside till i doze off.. awhile later, i was woken up wen i realised izam was not yet asleep.. he juz kept quite wen i asked him y.. he den lay his head on my tummy n stroke my hair. ok, dats is so unusual. freak me out abit. he keep stroking my hair. he told me to sleep as he juz wanted to look at my face n kip kissing my forehead.. not long after dat, he apologised to me for making me upset.. ok dat part reali break me down.

the nxt day, i received an alarm from my phone. a reminder alarm from him.

HIM: "I'm sori for last nite.. i'm like dis coz u mean alot to me.. Pls dont hate me for loving u like crazy"

n again, i break down.. izam, izam.. how cud i find someone like u in dis world.. sungguh touching kadang2 perangai encik lawyer kiter ni.. watever it is, til death do us apart! hell yeah!