Its the mrng of my 26th birthday n i'm still kinda sad wat happened on its eve. The family planned to go on a dinner which was claimed as a bday dinner since the favourite outsider wil be driving. It was said to be postponed on a later night wen i got to noe dey already left without even telling or asking me along. N to make the feeling worse, bf saw my younger sissy posting on fb(coz i do not have her in my list) saying dat she was going to a dinner wit the family to celebrate my bday.
So is this whole thing juz a plot to tell others dat u guys were really out celebrating my special day but the truth is i'm actually feeling hurt at hme wen u guys are having fun bonding wit the favourite outsider going around spore wit the rented car??
Goodness! I've never felt so hurt like dis before especially on dis day!

Bf gotta werk but i will mit him after dat for a dinner or something. So dis year, its juz a fucking bullshit bday which i wish i never had if i were to be hurt like dis. To top it up, getting sick on such a weekend.

But, all those simple bday wishes from the frens, bf n future in laws did made me smile. Thk u god for letting me live another year again..