its the last few days to December and I'm having the downside of life. Money disappear reali2 fast and i can reali2 feel the pinch! but i have to stay strong. very sure at the end of the day, all dis will end beautifully.
Days past by and my morale at werk is getting thinner. in fact, i dont think i have anymore. i'm easily pissed everytime i give in to those stupid consumer who treat us like slaves in order to satisfy their needs. i had enough! been thinking lately should i juz pay the 7k and leave this place or drag my feet and body to werk every single day til 2013. i am so confused! i think dat i'm really at the bottom end, do not noe which path to go to.
I'm gonna skipped the company DND dis year. purposely requested to werk in the evening so i dont have to go to dat stupid party who celebrate the misery of their own staffs. feels very bad for our sister hotel's staffs who are not even invited to the party since the hotel is closing down at the end of this month. they shud at least invited them for the last farewell party. can u see how mean dis company can be??
Seriously, the more i criticise, the more hatred i have which made me feel reali wanting to pay dat 7 grand juz to get out of here.
Gonna ask for lil sis to help me with the resume part. Hopefully she wont say, 'gi la buat sendiri!' n i have to like search for a good resume template for me to apply a job which i had in mind. Dear God, I'm enduring all the challenges U have for me and i'm gonna take it with the strenght u have given me. I noe dat down the road, U have something special awaits to be mine. Something i've been longing for in my entire life!
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